Keeping calm and carrying on

I need an actual vacation. One where I can really feel at peace and relaxed, where I can breathe cold, wintery air and wear my cute new owl pajamas. Where I can sip on hot chocolate while Grisha and I watch an old movie on netflix, while gingerbread sits in the oven.

I wish it will snow on my birthday again. :)

I'm having an awful time

Virginia Beach is a city of misery.

Really trying hard to grit my teeth and not be the relative that ruins ThanksKILLING for everyone.

I like to stay out of my sisters' lives as much as possible. It's better because that way I don't have to be accountable to them or feel any type of responsibility. We are not the same, and we just don't get along.

Mama wants me to get a haircut, but I like my long hair. It makes me feel like Yoko Ono. Papa says he likes my long hair as well. Grisha would throw a fit if I cut off my black mane!

Everything is beautiful.