17 November 2009
01 October 2009
The Fairest of the Seasons
Happy Fall! Harrisonburg is beautiful once again. The wind picks up my hair, and fulfills my mind and body with longing. The season and my heart align. Perfectly.
26 September 2009
Different places
I am not where I am supposed to be.
And I mean that geographically. This town has never been right for me. I am a fish out of the ocean, a crayon in the wrong box.
How do you come to terms with something like this? Should I just bite the bullet and finish out my last two or so years here, or do I transfer to a golden city that is my destination? Practicality or happiness? Do I take the easy way out, or the way that would guarantee my freedom? And what would my family think? I've already spent enough money as it is. Or am I just in a really bad mood?
I have and have had a lot of issues with this town. I've never felt like I was at home here. It's the smell. The pathetic excuse for downtown life. The attitude. The people. The PEOPLE. It's as if I left my own hometown only to enter one exactly like it.
I have this awful tendency of cutting people out of my life once they betray my trust, no matter how minor the situation. It's okay, I can go to another person, friends are that disposable.
Sometimes, I really feel like I need regular therapy. This was pretty hateful.
And I mean that geographically. This town has never been right for me. I am a fish out of the ocean, a crayon in the wrong box.
How do you come to terms with something like this? Should I just bite the bullet and finish out my last two or so years here, or do I transfer to a golden city that is my destination? Practicality or happiness? Do I take the easy way out, or the way that would guarantee my freedom? And what would my family think? I've already spent enough money as it is. Or am I just in a really bad mood?
I have and have had a lot of issues with this town. I've never felt like I was at home here. It's the smell. The pathetic excuse for downtown life. The attitude. The people. The PEOPLE. It's as if I left my own hometown only to enter one exactly like it.
I have this awful tendency of cutting people out of my life once they betray my trust, no matter how minor the situation. It's okay, I can go to another person, friends are that disposable.
Sometimes, I really feel like I need regular therapy. This was pretty hateful.
07 September 2009
12 August 2009
HOT HOT HOT
I hate summer, and long for autumn. I need to smell the apple and pumpkin spices that make the Fall season so familiar.
My housemates and I will be going to the county fair next week.
I have been obsessing over outsider folk art, such as the artist Dwight Mackintosh. I read about him while I was supposedly working at the library the other day, absolutely brilliant and mindfully numbing work!
Also, it is really hard typing while drunk and sleepy.
Chai cupcakes with red raspberries on top. ♥
My housemates and I will be going to the county fair next week.
I have been obsessing over outsider folk art, such as the artist Dwight Mackintosh. I read about him while I was supposedly working at the library the other day, absolutely brilliant and mindfully numbing work!
Also, it is really hard typing while drunk and sleepy.
Chai cupcakes with red raspberries on top. ♥
04 August 2009
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