I like to stay out of my sisters' lives as much as possible. It's better because that way I don't have to be accountable to them or feel any type of responsibility. We are not the same, and we just don't get along.

Mama wants me to get a haircut, but I like my long hair. It makes me feel like Yoko Ono. Papa says he likes my long hair as well. Grisha would throw a fit if I cut off my black mane!

Everything is beautiful.

Crisis

I am feeling a lot of pain and tension in my left arm, and fear that tendonitis is taking over. When I was younger, after seeing a few upperclassmen become victims of what they love, I used to think that this could never happen to me, that I was invincible. Yesterday, after not being able to play, I was devastated. The grief that was taking over was so immense that I couldn't help but cry, which is way more embarrassing than it all sounds. But now, after coming to terms with my curse, I am now confident that I will overcome this bumpy road. I just need to keep doing what I'm doing, but differently. I will overcome the physical!

Love is tough, time is rough

In the past few days, I rode an elephant, was completely honest with myself and others, cried relentlessly, and made friends with a moth.

Happy rustling leaves! :D

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I wish for once to be honest

I feel like I tailor my thoughts in consideration of other people's feeling, at my own expense. I bite my own tongue so another person doesn't get so offended. Why can't I just muster up the courage to say what I am really thinking? I don't like you. I think you're trashy. You are the dumbest, most hideous thing to exist. You are the most beautiful creature I've ever seen. Adore me. You are the love of my life. I want to say these kinds of straightforward things without consequence. In reality I know I couldn't get away with saying these things -- I care too much about other people's feelings, and I just... can't bring myself to intentionally hurt anyone. :/ But I like this about myself, and other people. I love how people are caring and nice. It's just the annoying ones that infuriate me!

Well, I hope everyone has a lovely week!